this thing called love. finally some personal remarks on it.

lesson 2. you cannot make yourself love something or someone.

either you loved since eternity (azal) and your point in linear time where you start "loving" is just a discovery.

or you never loved anything since forever, and now loving it is not really love. it's a dillusion, a trick against yourself. a pit to jump into in pursuit of consolation. in vain.