Showing posts with label pakistan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pakistan. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

LUMS Masjid

there are times when the only thing i want to hear is the recitation of Imaam sahab at LUMS Masjid. To hear him when he recites the last few verses of Surah Hashr and heart trembles despite the hangover of sins and ghaflat. SubhanAllah, what voice Allah empowers some with.
LUMS Masjid is where i learnt that there is another dimension to life, to world, to lifestyle, to every Allah ki bandi.  Ajeeb. The Masjid that is not many meters away from the rooms where the masjid is debunked, its essence disected, its existence questioned. The masjid is also only a few yards away from REDC, the space with white marble chipped in and "coveted corporates" who charge a couple of thousand dollars to tell how to balance the dunya and..the dunya. ajeeb.
In front of the masjid is the parking lot that's no its own, but reserved for the cuff-linked people at REDC and the respected faculty of LUMS. One of the tiles on the way to entrance of LADIES ONLY section is very wobbly to step at. I never knew which one it was. another tile has a little green stem with small leaves growing form underneath its odd base.
I miss LUMS Masjid.





Friday, May 11, 2012



A TALK BY SHAYKH KAMALUDDIN AHMED
on Sunday, May 13th
Time: 7.45 PM
Venue: 6A-H, Gulberg III, Lahore
(Open to both Men and Women)

Online Broadcast: www.islamicspirituality.org




Friday, October 7, 2011

I am a graduate ...?

Taken from Haq Islam.org.

A Message to University Graduates

Earlier this week I was part of a group that was invited to attend a University Graduation ceremony. Someone dear to me will also be graduating soon and some very good general advice was given at the ceremony I attended, so I decided to write this little message up to Muslim University Graduates.
Graduation day is the culmination of 3-5 years of studying a particular subject in depth at degree level. You have spent these years studying because you realise that education is a means to attaining a good career and perceive it to lead to a better way of life.

At this significant stage in your life, you are experiencing the transition from being a student through to a professional who will soon be working in the ‘real’ world. With this transition comes the need to prepare yourself in dealing with issues that may arise in the workplace, not due to trivialities such as race etc but mainly because of your religion.

Whilst many undergraduates become closer to their deen at university thanks to the efforts of ISOCs and associations, for those of us who will be going out into the workplace where their will be a minority muslim workforce or where contact with fellow muslims will be limited, it is especially vital for us to hold on to our deen; That is YOUR ISLAM.

If during your university days, you were unable to ‘get involved’ with the Muslim community, make this the starting point of change in your life.

“The one who treads a path seeking therein knowledge, Allah eases his path to the Garden.” [Sahih Muslim]

We must fully realise that our ultimate purpose in this dunya is to serve Allah Ta’ala and that our ultimate goal is to reach Jannah in the akhira (hereafter). Therefore your focus should now, be on adopting the means to achieve this eternal goal, i.e. adopting the teachings of Islam and following the Sunnah of our beloved messenger Muhammad (صلى الله عليه وسلم).

This does not mean that you have to become a hermit and retreat to some remote jungle to spend the rest of your days engaged in ibaadah. In fact we must live in the dunya but work for the akhira. What does this mean? This means that we must attempt to the best of our ability to seek deeni knowledge into at least the basic fundamentals of our religion. For example start from the basic fiqh of cleanliness and prayer and then move onto more advanced areas of the shariah such as the etiquettes of trading and business, especially for the field of work that you will soon enter into. You may also decide to study the fiqh of Nikaah and Talaaq because sooner or later if not already you will be approaching the stage where you will marry and eventually settle down with a family. These are just suggestions that hope to serve as an example of how YOU can tread that path to bring you closer to your Lord Allah Ta’ala and how you can balance the work of this world with the work of the akhira, Inshallah Ta’ala.

Whilst we have covered the importance of learning about our religion to benefit us in the hereafter, it is also necessary to learn about Islam so that we may be in a position to answer any questions that non-Muslim work colleagues may pose to us genuinely or out of curiosity.

Islam is in the spotlight; the media reports and the people see. Hence situations are bound to arise where you will be asked questions about Islam. It is therefore important that we should be equipped with the correct answers and teachings of Islam rather than substituting it with your own logic. Using your own logic in most cases will mean that you won’t be sharing the ‘true’ teachings and views of Islam and instead could be causing confusion and misinterpretation of our beautiful deen. Remember, what you say/ utter is what most people will think of Islam; so think before you speak.

Graduation also means that you have acquired a certain status in society as well as now being able to place certain letters after your name. One should, however, remember that in Islam there is no superiority of one over another except through taqwa.

“…Verily, the most honourable of you with Allah is that (believer) who has At-Taqwa. …” [Surah Hujurat V13]

Also, never look down upon anyone or let pride set into your heart as a result of your education. Any status we can obtain in the world is of no value whatsoever if Allah is displeased with us. Remember we should look at the people below us in the dunya, so that we may make shukr for what Allah Ta’ala has given us, and we should compete with the people above us in the matters of deen so that we may become closer to Allah Ta’ala.

After graduation some of you may return to your home town/ city whilst others remain living away from home to continue studies or work. We should reflect on how we travelled away from home to acquire our worldly education and if need be we must prepared to travel to acquire ‘deeni education’ and benefit also. We are aware of how our pious predecessors would travel years and years to obtain deeni knowledge, but that was a sacrifice that they were willing to make. We have vast arrays of modern technology to aid us, not only that; we have Masjids and Khanqahs where we can learn from the pious. Make the most of the means and resources that Allah Ta’ala has blessed you with.

I pray Allah Ta’ala fills our working lives with blessings and they are not a distraction to us from striving to achieve taqwa and, ultimately, jannah in the hereafter.

Jazakallah to Sister Mujahidah for her help in putting together this article.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

I'tikaf in Zambia


LIVE English translation of Shaykh Zulfiqar Ahmad (db)'s Zambia I'tikaf talks by
Shaykh Kamaluddin Ahmed (db)
Translation will be broadcast LIVE on
   Evening Bayan 
(General)

12:30am Pakistan Time/ 8:30 pm UK Time/ 2:30 p.m. CST

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Morning Bayan
(For women)
  2:00pm Pakistan Time/ 10:00am UK Time/ 4:00 am CST


Sunday, July 31, 2011

T.G.I Pakistan


T.G it's Pakistan for

the adhaan
the masaajid
for the sight of abayas hijabs naqaabs
for the topis and shalwaars
for khutabaat and bayaans
for the traffic jam on a jumuah outside a masjid
for a hard straw prayer mat
for that hot floor that a namazi places his feet on
for that coolness in his eyes as he goes into sajdah
for multiple takbeers i hear from masjids from underneath my khais
Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar!
for that imam who does the countdown to the fajr
for that imam who checks the mic
and then gives the much awaited maghrib adhan in ramadan
Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar!
for never having to use and reuse a compass to know where the qiblah is
for never having to worry if the chicken pakoray for aftaar are halal
for the small acts of goodness that a nation in crisis still does
for the largest platters and waste baskets my country hasnt seen so far
for the hot walls, hot floors, hot carpets
for the chest-tightening, rib-touching saff that are formed in a jamaat nonetheless
Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar!

yes my country does not have the greatest arsenal
and it also doesn't have food for half its people
yes it seems a miracle or a dua is the reason for its survival

but I thank God it's Pakistan
for i hear sweet words of the muaddhin
and i feel the coolness there
but just numb cold here
for i feel full in a long hot saum there
when i hear the echo of the adhaan in the air
Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar!

Flag of Pakistan


Saturday, July 16, 2011

laHul mulku -samawaati wa ma fil ardh wa maa bayna huma

"to Allah belongs all that's in the Heavens and the Earth and what's between them. "

at 40K feet, or with -59F outside, or on top of Iceland, you look outside the window and the only thing that comes to your mind is... Allah's here too, and this time and space belongs to Him also.

then you see the stars covering the night sky, the velvet wrapping your plane, and the yellow spots on the little earth growing smaller in front of your eyes, you sitting helplessly in your seat with a mere steel buckle ready to let go of you any time. and the only One you can cross your fingers on is Allah. and again everything in and outside the Boeing 777 belongs to Him and Him alone.

12th July 2011
including you, ofcourse.

Friday, February 11, 2011

O My God - a must watch.

this video is ideal to watch after isha time, after wasting time online and then regretting, after making a mistake and realizing how wrong i was.


i wont quit asking forgiveness from Allah, because He doesn't quit being Rahman. AstaghfiruLLAH alazee ar-Rahman ur-Raheem. huwa Rabbi alazee Malikee. I love Allah.

Friday, February 4, 2011

"I only complain of my distraction and anguish to Allah"


i recently had the privilege to learn this beautiful ayah in the Holy Quran

He said: "I only complain of my distraction and anguish to Allah and I know from Allah that which ye know not... Surah Yusuf (12:86)


and what came to my mind was the urge we have to call, email, sms, go to a friend's home as soon as we see some trouble or face it. and sometimes the friendship is so deep and so intense that if one friend doesn't share with another, there's a chance of mistrust, distance development and quarrel. it's a modern notion of friendship, a modern approach to venting out your feelings, of having "a shoulder to always cry on", but one needs to step back and read this ayah, and see what Prophet Yaqub (as) [Jacob] said to his sons. Prophet Yaqub had lost his beloved son Yusuf (as) [joseph] forty years ago, and now when his sons came to tell him that they lost another brother in captivity (father’s second favourite son Bin Yamin [Benjamin]), he said “I only complain of my distraction and anguish to Allah”… 

SubhanAllah!what an exalted, zabardast, beautiful integrity of a man that Prophet Yaqub was. That for forty years he had been patient and kind, not breaking ties with his sons, and at the same time not whining or complaining to the world or to God. He just quietly kept persevering, his heart heavy, his eyes constantly numb. and the maximum his humility allowed him to say was this > I only complain of my distraction and anguish to Allah”…  .although he was all justified to vent out anger. he needed email consolation, telephonic inspiring talk by a friend, and a shoulder to cry on more than anyone of us ever, but he didn't take support of anyone. he used the crutches of mercy and hope and expectation and positive thinking about Allah, made Allah his Best Friend and shared only stuff with him. shed some weight of his heavy heart in front of Allah only. Cried out of longing amidst the hope in front of Allah only. He knew what Allah could do and what He Did, that's why he complained of human feelings we all have of anguish and distraction to Allah alone. 
We on the other hand have the Book of Allah with us, in which Allah is telling us to put faith in Him , trust Him, take Him as our Confidant, as our true Best Friend, and it's a tragedy that we look for consolations from here and there. as a teacher of mine says it, we sell ourselves short. 

Bas this was on my mind, and i pray one day i can also come close to thinking that in at least one matter of my life, i completely complained of distraction and anguish to Allah alone. Atleast one....

1000

AlhumduliLLAH this moment marks 1000 visits on my blog. I owe it to that moment i decided to quit facebook and try something else. without any dramatic exaggeration, using this space instead of fb, for me, has been like moving into a new house, a new place, leaving your comfort zone and entering a new territory. this blog was created to make a new room, paint its walls , throw the trash, and find a cleaner neater place to spend some time online (until the habit breaks). borrowing a line from napoleon's mom, it's good so long it lasts :)... so yeah, this space is frost white, and may look inhospitable, but really i feel cool coming here. it's like a virtual sense of taking a breath in the fresh air while standing on top of a mountain, after a long hot day at campus and work, after a wholesome breakfast on a sunday, after a heat-wave of social interaction.

i pray that viewers take something from this blog every time they stumble upon it. i am not very excited about admitting that these days i dont have much thoughts, musings and reflections to share here. maybe it's a good thing. reduces self-centeredness for someone like me. you know how we are obsessed with what "i believe" and what "my opinion" is. and "what i think". if this was just the case, pep talk and motivational speeches and quotations would be taught, knowledge would have no room, and hoodboy would have become an icon. fortunately that's not the case, and the world has not completely gone to the dogs. there is still tradition, truth standing without pillars (i.e. opinions of every  other tom dick and harry), there is still value in sacred learning, a larger hierarchy in the cosmos and room for commands and orders that anyone's random opinions cannot poke holes in. so yes, glad that there is no urge in posting new posts. this very post one will suffice for some time as far as my two-cents to the world of opinions are concerned.

I envy.



I envy the sand that met his (peace and blessings be upon him) feet
I am jealous of honey he tasted sweet
Of birds that hovered above his head
Of spiders who spun their sacred web
To save him from his enemies
I envy clouds formed from seas
That gave him cover from the heat
Of the sun whose light could not compete
With his whose face did shin e so bright
That all was clear in pitch black night
I envy cypress trees that gazed upon his form
Completely dazed
Not knowing if the Sun had rose
Or if the sky was warm with those
Who knelt and prayed and fasted too
Simply because he told them too
With truth and kindness and charity
From God Who gave such clarity
His Mercy comes in one who’s sent
To mould our hearts more heaven-bent
I envy all there at his side
Who watched the turning of tide
As truth prevailed and falsehood fled
And hope restored life to the dead
And men and women found their place
With aspirations for God’s Face
I envy the cup that gave him drink
His thoughts that helped us all to think
To be one thought that passed his mind
Inspiring him to act so kind
For me this world is not one jot
If I could simply be a thought
From him to God throughout the ages
As Revelation came in stages
I pity all who think it odd
To hear him say there is one God
For he was sent by God to men
To hone their spirits’ acumen
It’s pride that blinds us from the sight
That helps all men to see his light
He taught us all to be God’s slaves
And He will Be the One Who Saves
The humanity from sinful pride
Muhammad (peace and blessings be upon him) has God on his side.

 Transcribed from Hamza Yusuf's recitation of an extract of the Burdah Sharif




Monday, January 3, 2011

LUMS through my cam lens

this is outside the library where i have been lost and found most of the time at lums. this pic was taken during the mid terms week (october 2010). there's something beautiful about this mess on the racks. i never lost something from here.=)













when it starts getting cold and you just want to have a warm cozy time sitting outside the academic block on a brick sill, with the masjid minaret clearly in view. at 12 noon, the sun is at your back and it shines on the lums masjid in front of your eyes some 20 yards away. this pic was taken in november 2010

















chucky and most likely her little kitten. to be honest i am not sure if chucky is a male or female but i would like her to be a female. i will confirm with someone on college or maybe with chucky and update on its gender asap :) this is outside the superstore.














when the going gets tough: this was taken at the ground floor in the academic block. when people around you annoy you, and you become parasitic on your own self, and when courses and grades are low, you look at this light pouring on the floor from the glass 2 storeys above, and smile.
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Friday, November 19, 2010

Go AKP! Go Turkey!!

Sultan of the Muslim World | Foreign Affairs

i am so glad to learn about AKP's leanings. it should be clear that you look
and feel good where you belong. and Turkey belongs to the East w.r.t
demographics and modern history. East here means Muslim Ummah


p.s: i was also wondering if the solution to some problems of the Muslim
ummah today is directly related to our strategies adopted in terms of 
foreign relations and outlook. i think we as muslims desperately need 
introspection: we should  dig inwards and try to revive ourselves with
clear priorities and identity, and this will show on us as an Ummah. in 
other words, build yourself strong from inwards, and other things will 
fall into place. and also think like this that i would want that
when someone looks at me, keeping in mind that i am a Muslim, s/he
should wonder "if this person is so awesome, i wonder how beautiful 
his Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) must have  been" . and 
in her/his  heart, s/he should feel like saying subhanAllah...

btw awesome here doesn't mean you being himym addict and definitely 
not that you wear a che guevara tee shirt. sheesh!

18th November 2010 - Shaykh Kamaluddin on CII Broadcasting

-in The Name of Allah-

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Monday, November 1, 2010

meri jaan Pakistan.

abdur razzak just brought a smile back to many pakistanis' face, including mine ofcourse. Pakistan won a match. very very close call against south africa. and while i clapped standing on my sofa and jumping down on the carpet time and again in the last few overs, i simultaneously kept thinking why i haven't seen even one pakistan cricket team shirt on campus in my 3 yrs at lums? is it a general uncool thing to wear the green and dark green shirt of our very own national cricket team? or is it that lums is an exception and the gcu, punjab uni, KE, iba and szabists and what not's boys wear them? whats the matter? i have even seen my mates wearing shirts carrying turkey's flag (yes, thats true) at LUMS. but not a single pk cricket shirt amidst the plethora of arsenal, manu, chealsea(a minority really), and ac milan home kits, away kits, and old kits and new kits. maybe we might find them as nightsuit items in the male dorms. but still. whats the matter guys?

my new mission is to find a backpack with pakistan's flag on it or something. if i cant wear a shirt on top of my abaya, i can wear a green hijab, and yes i will tomorrow. i dont know whats the matter. talk about political, youth, social, passivity. when will we show our true selves guys? we are afraid of speaking in punjabi in front of others. we find how bad we are at urdu to be as something to boast about. urdu literature doesnt become anything more than a university core course for many of us. paindoo day is when we wear what our dada/nana/nani/dadi and still many of our own blood relatives dress up. we find dressing like dacoits hot. one thing i can very assertively conclude is that the yo day(when we overdress the way we normally do :jeans and tee shirts) is much more paindoo than the original paindoo day, if we are supposed to give paindoo and coolness ordinal values in our cartesian world of awesomeness references.

kher, i have gone on a tangent, but really my point is, stop hiding yourselves. green and white is what we are, and if the rest of the world can recognize us as that, we should stop shying away from it. be true, be honest, be yourself, be Pakistani, have some self-respect, and stop suffering from upper-elite class insecurity and superiority (read inferiority) complexes.

even if pk didnt win today, but played a good game with a sportsman spirit, we should still have our pk shirts out, only if we had them in the first place. tsk. < sigh.>